My Life is Depressed

Sometimes in life, bcz of many reasons, we get depressed in life. The depression can be bcz of untrusted relationships, social status, lack of respect in society and the at most the money. Now, I am 28, first 25 years of my were very joyful, full of happiness, friendz and girls friendz were around me, not a single responsibility on my shoulders. A time came when I passed out from university and those who gathered around me suddenly disappeared. (I have no one to share my inner feelings that's why I am writing blogs) A lot of home responsibilities in a 3 months fall upon my head. Responsibilities of that kind which required a lot of my. The people of my house accept father and mother began to taunt me for not earning much money. I heard those unbearable words for no reason bcz I cannot do anything to money bcz it requires first opportunity and then determination. The first one I didn't had and the second I am loosing with time,you can say bcz of depression. I am waiting for such a miracle in my life which would solve all of my problems.

Every morning I wake up with a passion,work whole day, dare to achieve whatever I can, try to develop new relationship which can help me to reach somewhere, all these things and at night when I return home the fully opened eyes of my family members make me more tired. They are inpatient people, demanding to conquer Constantinople in one night which I can't do.

Although all these taunt, people, and hand working made me tired but at night my relation to God, the only one who has created the universe, make me more enthusiastic, passionate and determined to achieve my goals. The day isn't much far away where my destination is waiting for me with open arms. I would achieve everything I wish or demand. Then those fucking people realize my patience and value.

I also advice you all not to get depressed. Always focus on your dreams,work hard and keep crawling. The day will come when you reach your destination with the help of God the WAHID.